Perchance to Dream

angelinexo asked: Ellie.

To my best frannnnnd and my roomie,

You will always be my soul-roomate <3 To me, you will always have ownership of the other bed in our room. I can’t believe you’re going away and that I won’t see you/talk to you all the time. I realized that I spent a lot of time with you last semester, and it’s going to be weird not seeing you around 24/7. We eat together, we sleep in the same room together, and we shop together. You’re probably one of the most supportive and caring persons I know. You’re always there for me and you listen to my rants and threats agains all the shit that goes on. I’m a weirdo, but I’m glad that you just accept me for the odd ways I act sometimes and how you take my side against Doan and Yanna. T.T I’m so scared to live without you there to buffer their jokes. But then again, you do also tease me,too. But at least it isn’t like you gang up on me like they do. 

I don’t know what will happen this semester. I can’t imagine going through UVA without you there to experience it with me. I feel like my lunches will get more lonely because I suck at having lunch with people unless you’re there because you’re better at being a social butterfly. 

This makes me feel like I’m socially inept or something(which is kinda true considering I suck at actually making the effort to talk to someone on facebook or text)

So basically, I hope this is a good letter showing how I appreciate you because I feel like a lot of the stuff I do is because you’re there to make me not afraid to try something new. :) You’re the best kind of friend I could ever have because you get me out of my hermit shell :)

<333 And just cuz you’re a millionbajillion miles away, I will now learn to skype regularly, even if it’s just so we can be in constant contact in case I have my random thoughts that need to be said out loud :D